Living on fire 1984

I suppose I'll have to work out another time to get that dress, unless Shelley meets me at Snapdragon at noon...

I wonder if [guy of the moment] will come to Faire?

What am I going to do with all this passion? I want someone to flirt with! I don't want this time while I feel like a flame to go to waste!

I haven't heard from [previous unhealthy relationship, guy I wrote in Tengwar about] yet. I wonder if I will.

I want to learn more about [guy of the moment]. Learning someone's ways is always exciting. If we [my family] weren't going to Kauai I might go mad this summer. Jinx is being weird. (Perhaps I'm being oversensitive). [Heh. In retrospect I'd bet on the latter]

Damn, I don't know what was so sexy about [guy of the moment]'s posture in class with those rainboots of his. I wish I'd been sitting a bit further back...

I should bring this journal to Scotland [crossed out] (wishful thinking) Kauai with me. Damn, I know I was thinking of something and now I can't remember what it was! Now I remember. I was going to reread the first part of this.

I could go back to SC [Santa Cruz] now, were it not for Faire. I make more money there anyway. I will get a camping pass for Faire, I think. Maybe. I don't know what to do about Rich Acheleta. Hopefully he'll find his way to Faire. [Can't remember this person or his context. Someone from school maybe?]

I think I'm going to be disappointed with [guy of the moment]. I dream too much. I'm not used to not being involved. Bullshit. I've always dreamed a lot. I don't want to get re-involved with [previous good relationship], or [previous dysfunctional relationship]. Well, actually, [previous dysfunctional relationship] and I could have wild orgies and remain fairly uninvolved. What am I to do with all this passion?!

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Living on fire

I suppose I'll have to work out another time to get that dress, unless Shelley meets me at Snapdragon at noon...

I wonder if [guy of the moment] will come to Faire?

What am I going to do with all this passion? I want someone to flirt with! I don't want this time while I feel like a flame to go to waste!

I haven't heard from [previous unhealthy relationship, guy I wrote in Tengwar about] yet. I wonder if I will.

I want to learn more about [guy of the moment]. Learning someone's ways is always exciting. If we [my family] weren't going to Kauai I might go mad this summer. Jinx is being weird. (Perhaps I'm being oversensitive). [Heh. In retrospect I'd bet on the latter]

Damn, I don't know what was so sexy about [guy of the moment]'s posture in class with those rainboots of his. I wish I'd been sitting a bit further back...

I should bring this journal to Scotland [crossed out] (wishful thinking) Kauai with me. Damn, I know I was thinking of something and now I can't remember what it was! Now I remember. I was going to reread the first part of this.

I could go back to SC [Santa Cruz] now, were it not for Faire. I make more money there anyway. I will get a camping pass for Faire, I think. Maybe. I don't know what to do about Rich Acheleta. Hopefully he'll find his way to Faire. [Can't remember this person or his context. Someone from school maybe?]

I think I'm going to be disappointed with [guy of the moment]. I dream too much. I'm not used to not being involved. Bullshit. I've always dreamed a lot. I don't want to get re-involved with [previous good relationship], or [previous dysfunctional relationship]. Well, actually, [previous dysfunctional relationship] and I could have wild orgies and remain fairly uninvolved. What am I to do with all this passion?!

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